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年华似水流 Le Temps Perdu

── 淌入心海的科学,艺术 & 文学 ……
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July 13

那一夜的残烛.

音乐在房间里流动,
流淌中, 
我依稀看见那个夜的残烛.

如果窗外的风会说话,
也许可以带走心里的声音
吹动另外一个心灵.

如果火会歌唱,
可能燃烧最后的心曲
点燃晦暗

是的,
那夜的残烛......
曾燃烧地绚烂.....
November 12

有些时光是回不来了

昨天自己一人拖了地,做了清洁,家里的摆设做了点小小的改动,虽然改变不了郁闷的心情,但是小小的变化似乎带来一点点的生机。 
 
只能听见自己的呼吸和脚步声,只能听见时钟滴答的声音,还有窗外吹来些许的冷风,虽然是些许吹在身上,心里却凉凉的。
 
是的,有些时光是回不来了。
November 06

懒的自己写了,转一篇我喜欢的。

《琥珀》经典台词—小优部分

小优:

我爱你,与“心”无关。
最好有限度地爱,懂吗?
无论爱什么必须有限度,
这样,这爱的对象一旦消失了,毁灭了,
可能还会留存一点爱转移到另一个对象上去….
 
所有的爱情都是悲哀的,
可尽管悲哀,依然是我们知道的最美好的事物。
 
如果你的灵魂住到了另一个身体我还爱不爱你?
如果你的眉毛变了,
眼睛变了,
气息变了,
声音变了,
爱情还是否还存在?
只有一样东西能让我们平等,那就是痛苦。
 
现在你是我的,
现在爱情和痛苦和劳作都应该入睡,
黑夜转动它那看不见的轮子,
你在我身旁纯洁如一只入睡的琥珀。
October 12

晨光与黑暗

 

窗帘被拉开了一点,

透过些许光......

 

我不喜欢这样不彻底的光亮,

这样的光里没有太阳的温暖,

与其躺在这样的光明里,

我毋宁选择彻底的黑暗,

虽然很黑,

至少它纯净。

 

我于是拉下了窗帘....

 

July 29

谁来看过我的部落格?

谁来看我的部落格,
他/她
应该来自大陆的另一端,
或者大洋的那一头,
因为那时候欧洲的人都在睡梦中。
 
谁来看我的部落格,
他/她
应该还关心着我,
因为他/她从2007到2008逐项地看,
虽然不知道谁来过,
但是这样的关心总是让我感动。
 
是谁来过我的部落格,
没有留下脚印,
却留给我有无限的想像的空间,
空间里是久别的友情,
还有些许爱与被爱的印记。
 
开博将近三年了,
访问量也块过万,
写的很少,
但是已然有很多让我心潮翻滚的记录。
 
 
 
February 17

Lost World

在网上找到了一些以往记忆的碎片,有点酸楚的感觉,却也说不出确切滋味。生命中有太多的无常,我实在不懂怎样去把握,在过往人生旅途的十几年里,发生了太多太多的事情。在现在很低落的时候,真的希望有人帮我。可是有谁呢?现在能帮助我的人只有我自己了,长跑其实挺能释放郁闷的。幸福的感觉为什么那么遥远?......
October 20

A Lost Generation

Copyright © 2006 Cell Press.

Cell, Vol 126, 9-10, 14 July 2006

Commentary

A Lost Generation

Robert A. Weinberg

Whitehead Institute for Biomedical Research, MIT Department of Biology, Cambridge, MA 02142, USA

The numbers are striking. Over the past generation, the age at which American biomedical researchers with PhD degrees succeed in obtaining their first R01 award from the National Institutes of Health (NIH) has increased from 34.2 to 41.7 years of age. As a consequence, the biomedical community in the United States lives with the prospect of relying on an aging cohort of researchers to direct its research projects. The reasons for this are surely complex, but the long-term trend is ominous for the future of the American research enterprise. Why are R01 grants becoming so difficult to obtain? And what does this portend for future innovation and discovery by NIH-supported researchers?

The history of the last half-century demonstrates in a compelling fashion that much of the innovation in American biomedical research comes from young researchers working in relatively small, highly mobile, creative research groups. These groups operate opportunistically to exploit new research findings and to catapult our understanding forward, often doing so with stunning rapidity. These younger researchers, ranging from predoctoral students to principal investigators in their 30s and early 40s, have time and again delivered on the promise that unfettered imaginations and boundless energy are uniquely suited to generate new conceptual paradigms in biology. These young people represent the cadre of researchers whose vitality we must preserve at all costs. These people are the last who should suffer from a flat NIH budget.

Those who lead the U.S. Federal research agencies in Bethesda, Maryland, have lost sight of this simple truth. As a consequence, American biomedical research is increasingly reverting to models of research organization that have held back scientific progress in many other parts of the world. In these models, researchers acquire their scientific independence only when in their 40s and even 50s, long after the peak of their scientific creativity has passed.

The failure to recognize and halt this trend is compounded by another problem. As time goes on, ever-larger proportions of NIH funds are diverted to funding research collaboratives of various sizes to the detriment of small, investigator-initiated projects. Perhaps those in power have been influenced by the obvious successes of the Human Genome Sequencing Project and the bounty of useful information that it has yielded. Those who control the scientific purse strings seem to have lost sight of the fact that this undoubted success does not provide a useful template for how most discovery research is conducted. In the case of the National Cancer Institute, this vision of grand projects and their utility has caused this particular Institute to invest large amounts of funds in proteomics, nanotechnology, and a massive software development program that aspires to make the data systems of American research hospitals intercompatible. Implied in the launching of these large-scale projects is the notion that if small-scale projects yield relatively small advances, much larger projects will yield proportionately more.

Stated differently, some live with the notion that the era of small-scale discovery research has passed and that the time has finally arrived to organize large research consortia to move things forward more effectively. The truth is otherwise: the vast majority of recent leaps forward have come, as they did in the past, from relatively small research groups that have been given the license to venture out and explore the outer boundaries of existing understanding. Large-scale projects surely have their place, and technology advances made over the past decade dictate that some of these must be supported in order for science to be moved forward. But in the end, the viability of small research groups and investigator-initiated research should be paramount and must be protected; indeed, it must be the number one priority for those who invest in biomedical research. Large collaborative research programs tend to stifle discovery research rather than expediting it.

Woven into the thinking of some in positions of power and influence is yet another issue, which is equally pernicious: that the research process involves too much competition, and that scientific output would increase immeasurably if only researchers were induced (or even forced) to collaborate with one another more frequently. The reality is that successful laboratory researchers are highly opportunistic, continually forging new collaborations when they are deemed advantageous and dissolving these collaborations as soon as they have outlived their utility. Ignoring this dynamic, the NIH has contrived numerous funding devices for encouraging scientific collaborations, by bringing multiple research groups under a common funding umbrella; often, these research collaboratives are funded for periods that extend far beyond the time when their utility has ceased.

As a consequence of these trends, small-scale discovery research is under siege, yet it is precisely such small-scale science that attracts the best and the brightest of our young people. Many of those who are training for careers in research do not look forward to working as members of large research consortia, in which they will only serve as small cogs in very large wheels.

Compounding this is the current deplorable state of funding investigator-initiated research: pay lines in which only 10% of submitted grant applications are funded constitute profound disincentives for researchers. Why should a young person invest in the laborious task of writing an NIH grant application that has only a minimal chance of being funded?

These factors, when taken together, have made careers in biomedical research increasingly unattractive for many young people. Imagine the prospects of predoctoral students starting out in their early 20s, who confront a wait of two decades until they can procure their first R01 grant, become scientifically independent, and flex their scientific muscles for the first time.

Increasingly, these factors dictate that the best and the brightest are not entering our ranks. As a consequence, those of us who conduct discovery research are confronting the prospect of a lost generation, a wide gap in our ranks, as bright young people look elsewhere to discover their career paths. The marvelous engine of American biomedical research that was constructed during the last half of the 20th century is being taken apart, piece by piece. We will all pay for this destruction for decades to come.

August 10

烂人似水流之荣泰花园

乌江同学在美丽的水牛城边遇到了装饰同学,虽然装饰同学已经暗室有妻,但是并不妨碍乌江同学发出了如下的感慨于blog:

我见到了装死『URL: 』

我见到了装死 , 在我看来,他还是那个略带羞涩,充满热情,喜欢幻想的青年。依然是剃刀般飞快的身板,时尚而消瘦的小脸,发型比以前更有幽默感了。 岁月没有在他身上留下什么痕迹,反而留给他一个女人。 他的女人风姿卓越,装死挽着她走路的时候,她显得有点强壮。装死对修二还是念念不忘, 当我想起另外一个福建人的YY功夫的时候,我很后悔给他看了修二的照片,深深的感到修二受到了莫大的伤害。装死和他的女人就仪态万千的住在尼亚加拉大瀑布边上,buffolo(即buffalo)。他们邀请我吃了正宗的buffolo(即buffalo) wing, 我怎么有点感觉就在绿洲吃炒粉一样。 时间回到2000年,武大边缘的荣泰花园103号。荣泰花园103号不是一个地点,是一种状态。那时的装死从樱园拿上他的YM床,NS被,JB枕毅然搬入了103号。这3件东西在樱园处于无人管理的状态很多年,每一个无家可归的热血青年都可以使用它们。多数人估计都留下了或多或少青春的痕迹,当这几样东西吸收了足够多的壮男的精气之后,装死终于可以收获它们了。但这些东西不是一般人可以拿来练功的,装死把它们放在了103号3个门板中的一个,每当他睡在它们中间的时候,误会都会拿出用用过的纸巾做的白花撒在四周,这种情形诡异而又象一种仪式。我们都不敢轻易睡在上面, 直到有一天天不怕地不怕的碰听想去享受一下,据称他什么都不怕,只怕老鼠蟑螂和女人,而且洗澡重来都不关门。碰听用各种姿势在装死的3件法宝上睡了一晚,什么都没有发生。正当我们觉得无趣的时候,碰听从嘴里摸出点什么东西,然后就大叫一声滚到一边的水泥地板上
 
对于乌江同学的一些没有烂人职业道德的言论俺不得不作出更正:
 
摆脱, 洗澡不关门的是老子误会好不好。 你是不是被瀑布搞晕了?
荣泰花园103号在我脑海里是一个凝固的时空,每当我用知觉触碰它的时候总有莫名的青春的骚动的感觉。虽然白花已经记忆里流逝,伴随着我们如歌的青春年华,但是我依稀感觉到碰听还生活在那白色的光环下,依然在临晨三点咛呓,那种感觉就像乌江的的鼻屎在鼻孔边上进进出出,最后掉入装饰的内裤,醒来的装饰以为是他自己结晶了的精气。
 
YM床,NS被,JB枕正如几位来自樱花城堡的使者的“三种武器”, 正是这样的武器成就了当年梅园球场的“四虎”。 其实也许只有碰听真正享受过全部的“三种武器”,装饰不过是偶尔在白花边缘蹭了一下,不过这样他已经很满足了,这样的满足感偶尔可以自爱乌江猥亵的眼神了得到表达。
 
July 21

想家了。

贴个歌词。
 
歌曲:天冷就回家来

从前对着收音机学唱旧的歌
我问妈妈为什么伤心像快乐
妈妈笑着说她也不懂得
我想出去走一走哦妈妈点点头

天冷你就回来别在风中徘徊
哦妈妈眼里有明白还有一丝无奈
天冷我想回家童年已经不在
昨天的雨点撒下来那滋味叫作爱
呜~别在风中徘徊呜~天冷就回来

渐渐对着收音机学唱新的歌
我问朋友为什么做梦也快乐
朋友笑说他从不相信梦
我想出去走一走哦朋友点点头
天冷你就回来别在风中徘徊
朋友的眼里有明白还有一份期待
天冷我想回家年少已经不在
今天的雨点撒下来那滋味就是爱

现在对着收音机听自己唱的歌
我的他问为什么幸福不快乐
我微笑着说我也不懂得
他想出去走一走我对他点点头
天冷你就回来别在风中徘徊
我猜我眼里有明白还有一丝无奈
天冷他没回家我仍然在等待
明天的雨点撒下来那滋味就是爱
呜~别在风中徘徊呜~天冷就回来  
August 02

Charlotte Friend (1921-1987)

 

Charlotte Friend (1921-1987)Nature 1987.326(6115):p.748                                                                                                          Charlotte Friend, who died on 13 January, loved working in the laboratory. She wanted only to have enough money and enough time to “play”, as she called it. This playing resulted in many discoveries, two which have had a major impact on our understanding of cancer biology and tumour virology. In 1956 she discovered a virus-like agent that caused a malignant disease of the haematopoietic system in mice. She often recalled that the first time she presented the data at a meeting, there was great skepticism, in line with the climate of the time in which theories of the viral aetiology of cancer were not viewed favourably. She was not defeated by these negative reactions, and once joked that those who persisted in ther heretical beliefs about tumour viruses were being accused of “having either holes in their heads or holes in their filters”. During this time, she found a great supporter in Peyton Rous who 40 years before had had to cope with similar reactions to his isolation of a chicken sarcoma virus; they developed and maintained a wonderful relationship until Rous’s death in 1970.

  The original isolate of the virus that came to bear Friend’s name produced a leukemia associated with anaemia in mice inoculated when newborn and maintained its pathogenic properties after adaptation to adult mice. With distribution of the virus stock to other laboratories and passage from host to host, virus strains that produced polycythaemia rather than anaemia were obtained. The observation that these strains contained another agent, a defective spleen focus-forming virus (SFFV), raised questions about the role of this second virus in the pathogenesis of the leukemia. Friend and others expended enormous effort trying to resolve the ensuing controversy. She maintained that the original virus strain was competent and helper-independent and that SFFV was not essential for development of the erythroleukemia that that strain induced. But she did acknowledge that variants might arise during in vivo passage through recombination with cellular elements or endogenous viruses. Some of her latest work involved the use of molecular probes to compare different virus strains and to analyse how they might have arisen.

  Within a short time after isolation of the virus, Friend showed that reticulum cell sarcomas developed when fragments of virus-induced leukaemic tissue were implanted subcutaneously into syngeneic mice, and that permanent cell lines could be established in culture from such tumours. These Friend erythroleukaemia (FEL) cell lines, even when cloned, consisted of mixed populations of undifferentiated cells and erythroid precursors; the cells continued to produce virus and were tumorigenic. The fact that a small percentage of the cells expressed erythroid functions led Friend to explore the long-considered possibility that the maturation block in malignancy could be removed. This led her to discover that FEL cells in culture could be stimulated to differentiate along the erythroid pathway by addition of dimethyl sulphoxide to the medium. This was one of the first clear demonstrations that expression of the malignant phenotype could be reversed, and Friend cells became a widely used model for analyzing the regulation of gene expression in cell proliferation and differentiation and for detecting compound capable of inducing or inhibiting differentiation. Most recently, Friend cells and their response to dimethyl sulphoxide and other modulators of differentiation have served as the inspiration, as well as the prototype, for evaluating the potential therapeutic effects of differentiation-inducing agents in human cancer.

  Charlotte Friend was a woman of strong convictions and a fighter. She had no compunctions about defending ideas and causes in which she believed. She loved life – the theatre, music, books, art – and always found a way to surround herself with these pleasures. She was a fervent supporter of the women’s movement and will be remembered for the encouragement and help she gave others as well as for her seminal scientific contributions.

                                                                                                                                     Leila Diamond

 

转自老六Blog

April 24

三月里没有 部落格[Blog]

三月没有写blog,但是三月并不宁静,三月的海德堡还很冷,下了雪,经历了学业上一次比较大的挫折,还好有惊无险,现在风波都过去了,而且课题有了点小进展。想来,其实人生总是这样的,不停的犯错误,不停的自省,也许就只有在这样的轮回中才可以慢慢的超越自我,不论在学业上还是在情感上。
二零零六年三月的Blog是空的……
但是二零零六年三月却过的很不平凡……
February 23

流年

从实验室回来,楼上飘来动人的钢琴曲,不知道是谁的曲目,也不知道是谁的弹奏,但它还是徐徐的拨弄我的心弦。北京时间现在已经是2006年2月24日凌晨了,这个时刻意味着我已经29周岁了,打开我的电脑,信箱里有一封国内朋友的生日贺卡,读起来有种温暖的感觉,MSN的窗口又跳出美国同学的生日祝福,得知他马上要当爸爸了,下个月的某个日子又是一个新的生命的生日,我感慨生命,感慨人生……
 
晚上回家,窗外的花园依然飘着小雪,楼上的琴声依然飘远……
February 19

忘了

忘了是怎样开始的,
虽然开始好像就在昨天,
但流淌着的温暖却似孕育了几个轮回。
 
涅磐了吗?
在浴火之后,
她向太阳飞去……
January 10

巴黎的颜色

 巴黎是白色的,
 因为有白云和圣母院的辉映。
 
 巴黎是蓝色的,
 因为晴空下有源远流长的蓝色塞纳河。
 
 巴黎是金色的,
 金色太阳下的 Louvre 更有她凝重尊贵的金碧辉煌。
 
 巴黎是红色的,
 因为在巴黎的年轻人有着火红的热情。
 
 其实巴黎是无色的,
 因为浪漫的旅程中有两颗心是透明的。
 
 ……
December 04

慢慢的……

慢慢的习惯,
习惯在对着窗外的花园发呆。
慢慢的习惯,
习惯时光从手边悄悄地流逝。
 
慢慢的喜欢,
喜欢在萧瑟的老街独行。
慢慢的喜欢,
喜欢在咖啡馆里聆听人语混杂着的Blues。
 
慢慢的感觉,
感觉生活原来就是这样的简单而纷繁着。
慢慢的感觉,
感觉凝滞的空气里似乎有根跳动的心弦。
 
慢慢的……
我把自己融化在 Heidelberg
 
 
 
November 19

My First Presentation in Heidelberg

Although my supervisor said my presentation was really good, I was not so satisfied what I show out during the presentation. Actually I don't like this kind of fucking clumsy job mainly based on high-throughput experiments. But the these Harvard guys seem to be very good at data analysis, explaination & deduction. The part of evolution related expatiation is very good.
 
  
Click here to read
 
Click on “ Nature”  logo shown above, you can reach the fulltext of this Nature Latter.
 
Nature 2005 Oct 20;437(7062):1173-8. Epub 2005 Sep 28. ,

Towards a proteome-scale map of the human protein-protein interaction network.

  From: Center for Cancer Systems Biology and Department of Cancer Biology,

            Dana-Farber Cancer Institute, Harvard Medical School

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
October 24

Pasteur Said ……

"Il y a la science et des applications de la science, liées entre elles comme le fruit à l'arbre qui l'a porté."                      
 
                                                               Louis Pasteur, 1871
 
 
 
English Translation:
 
"There is no category that can be named applied science. There is science AND the applications of science, bound to each other like fruit to the tree that bears it."  
 
 
                           
 
October 12

夜深了

夜深了,
人困了,
心情有些寂寥了。
 
月朗了,
星稀了,
思绪有些茫然了。
 
回忆了,
伤了,
痛了,
过去的都过去了。
 
我走了,
不回了,
天空依然晴朗了。
 
走远了,
坚持了,
人生一样美丽了
 
…………
 
 
 
 
          
        
 
 
September 29

忽然遇到一个人

忽然遇到一个人, 在MSN上, 瑞典时候的熟人。
忽然遇到一个人, 在MSN上,他曾经住我对面。
忽然遇到一个人, 在MSN上,她曾经跟我一起做饭吃。
忽然遇到一个人, 在MSN上,她曾经跟我在街头邂逅。
忽然遇到一个人, 在MSN上,他曾经跟我去Stalle 打球。
忽然遇到一个人, 在MSN上,他曾经跟我去皇后岛玩。
忽然遇到一个人, 在MSN上,一下想不起来他是谁,
记忆有些模糊,但是她就是那些人,
那些我生命中走过的熟人,
是流星?……
是流沙?……
 
 
 
September 25

歌德把心遗忘在了这里……

秋天节,内卡河畔的古城海德堡沸腾了,游人如织。纷扰的人群,暴力的摇滚,是否惊动Philosophenweg 上沉睡着的先哲的心?
September 18

我真的没钱了

我把左手伸进左边裤袋里,
 
发现底穿了。
 
我把右手伸进右边裤袋里,
 
发现底也穿了。
 
我的左手和右手在裤裆里握了下手。
 
我真的没钱了…………
 
 
 
September 17

The Monnshine 1997




Moonshine

September 16

灵魂

ZZ

如果月光象伤透了心的白发
如果星辰象善良真挚的眼睛
那么这灵魂一定是黑夜的宠儿
一定是热烈的爱与恨的结晶

怀着苦思不解的沉重
奔向十字架神秘的阴影
但愿我能看到路口那盏
预示我生命终结的红灯

May 30

武汉大学的十八栋

武汉大学的十八栋 

 作者: 项烁 
 
  四校合并,一个无所不包的庞然大物镜湖枕麓。耸立在武昌街道口“文法理工农医”
的牌坊上还缺一个“农”字。其实武大的农科早已闻名遐尔,珞珈山上的混栽林就是证明
。当年农业专家叶雅各亲拟了防虫害的混交林方案,七十年过去了,枫樟栎松苍翠欲滴的
珞珈山林从未发生大面积的虫害。在环境第一的今天,有人说水利电力学院新修的大楼坏
了武大的风水,它竖在老图书馆、老文法学院栖息的山包前真像一块碑。七十年前,武昌
业主会陈云五等百余坟主联名控告武大在珞珈山大兴土木破坏风水,开尔斯的杰作几成为
画饼。如今坟主也为遁世的灰尘,年轻的享乐族更不在乎后人评说,从来只见新人笑,那
管旧人哭。仔细想来办大学还得牢记胡适先生的话,大学不是大房子,而是大师。生在珞
珈,长在珞珈,人在武大之外关注,愿珞珈的一草一木永远清新茂盛。 
  老武大人都知道十八栋的含义,它不仅仅是指那风光旖旎珞珈南麓依山傍水错落有序
的三排小洋楼,可能更重要的是那里面居住着代表了武汉大学文化、学术和气质的十八位
教授。解放前能住在山前一区十八栋不光是舒适、气派,更重要的是名分。这也就是为什
么高尚荫教授第二次回国要住一区的原因所在。 
  三十年代初修建这些小洋楼时学校的经费就不宽裕,青砖的底层,几乎没有外装饰,
地板也不是好木料,可能是杉木,没多久就生了虫和白蚁。那时和现在一样,也有特权和
近水楼台,十八家中只有四家有木结构的窗台。一户是最上一层的校长官邸,理所当然。
另外两家就是熊国藻和葛扬焕教授的住宅了。这两位先生都管理过武大的总务,熊更是武
大珞珈校园的督建者,现在武大还有许多姓熊的非教学人员都是熊国藻从老家带出来的后
裔,他们都发了,在柯家湾、东湖村、杨家湾建了不少小楼,可能他们都没听过熊先生的
大名,毕竟是二、三代人逝去了!还有一栋木窗台就是杨端六先生的一号了,不过武大的
老先生都知道这栋房子稍好一点的原因是杨先生自己另加了三百大洋来装修。尽管武大有
过“周杨天下”一说,杨先生不花这三百大洋大概也可以有木窗台,但也许老先生要脸面
,也许他特别“严于律己”,要知道当时修建老三区一幢单栋的职员住宅也只要三百大洋
啊! 
  人情冷暖,世事变幻难测,抗战八年复员回汉,周恩来、康泽住过的十八栋就已经不
特别翘了。到了解放后更是发生了天翻地覆的巨变,教授们纷纷迁徙下山,搬到了新二区
、新三区、特二区、特三区四间大房的教授宅第,连高先生和杨先生也舍弃了没住两年的
一区第十九栋和外加三百两银子的一号。现在仔细玩味这“新”“特”二字的确有无穷的
魅力,这也是人类的追逐所在。教授下山,原因有三。 
  周鲠生走了,邬保良住进了医院,军代表潘梓年、朱凡不上山,党委书记徐懋庸住在
二区品尝周太太的手艺。权力中心下移了,教授说话不管用了,新贵们不愿打上旧时代的
印记,年轻人也尽量远离山前。 
  共产党的名训是“和群众打成一片”,住在“物外桃源”的山林之中那有群众可言,
脱离群众就是不想认真改造,还要不要教书?要不要吃饭? 
  生存第一,不论是教授还是苦力都是人。以前教授一周上两次课,上下班还有校车代
步。一解放就有开不完的会,学习、思想改造、报告、讨论…常常延至深夜。从老工学院
到山前得走半个小时,更不用说从老图书馆到东山头了,这时老先生们才开始怪开尔斯把
宿舍设计得太远了。当时武大只有一个可以购物的合作社在二区,三区的教授们联名申请
开个代销店几乎被党委打成了小集团,差点儿送了某教授的命。在一区吃喝拉撒太不方便
了,有佣人也不行,何况在“劳动最光荣”的新社会,自己不干行吗? 
  都下山了,除了年高德劭的刘博平老先生,周校长的女公子周如松教授,有半拉子洋
夫人的桂质廷教授以外都下山了。人走了房子总不能空着,尤其是在那物质极度匮乏,住
房空前紧张的年代。人类离开了洞穴以后,住房永远标志着权力、地位和财富。工人们没
有上山,起码茂密山林之中不便开荒种菜,台上台前的人也不上山,一些还想读书的讲师
、助教陆陆续续上了山。他们五、六户合住一栋,两、三家共用厨房和厕所。原来设计的
一栋三个厕所太好了,特别是大门朝外男佣人的蹲式便坑更是大派用场。这状况也有十几
年,一直延续到文化革命。 
  春日才看杨柳绿,秋风又见篙草黄,焉知十五载,重上东山梁。史无前例的浩劫又将
老教授——牛鬼蛇神们赶上了山。他们多住在二区、三区,还有60~80平米的四间房。国家
十几年几乎不建新宿舍,身为小将、造反派的工人和青年教工挤满了湖边的单身宿舍和简
陋的平房,三代同房比比皆是。湖边宿舍黑漆漆的走道上人只能擦身而过,堆满了杂物和
蜂窝煤炉。现在机会来了,可以进驻牛鬼蛇神的大房子了,他们怎么能不跃跃欲试,怎么
会不下手呢?于是老先生被扫地出门,赶回了大家不愿去的十八栋。当然,这次一家只能
住一间房了,袁昌英还只能住四号的保姆间。张资珙十年前因阳谋获罪后就上了山,现在
小将们将叶峤、钟兴厚、梁百先、韩德培…等教授又赶上了山。想想这些花甲的老人每天
下山劳动、接受批判,上山睡觉,来来回回也真作孽。但还有更低一等不能上山的人,那
就是栖居在九区“三户不成村”的章蕴胎教授和刚刚过世的程千帆先生。可能是有人觉得
砖混结构的洋楼给大右派、老反革命住太浪费了。 
  又是十年三更梦,富贵本同九月霜,昨日栖山岳,世事两茫茫。山上毕竟生活不方便
,老教授们毕竟太老了,浩劫刚过,“科学的春天”刚到,教授们就开始下山了,连在山
上坚持了三十年的周如松教授也熬不住了,人越来越老,山下越来越热闹。 
  现在的十八栋已成了武汉大学的历史建筑,武大的生活区不断向东山头一带迁移。大
片的宿舍拔地而起,精英们住120平米的空间都嫌太小,没人再看中小窗户、采光差、有白
蚁的十八栋了。除了武大前付副校长对一区情有独锺住过几年后下台离去以外,再没有在
武大有头脸的人入住十八栋了。现在最高一排的原校长府第不知是什么人在住,从外表看
也花了不少银子豪华修缮,还豢养了一条日夜狂叫的大狼狗防贼。公子王孙芳树下,清歌
妙舞浪山前。可惜的是一丁点儿书卷气和故纸的香味也嗅不到了。 
  至于十八栋中死了多少教授和教授太太,有多少冤魂也不用再提了,如果认真写出每
一个横死的人,活着的人就没有了快乐的空间。


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